Wow. Just discovered that lots of people have created new blogs, or changed their URLs .
Ahaha like me, But idon't think anyone knows it yet,
Saddist.
Sometimes, people build up walls not to block out others, but to see who really bothers to break them.
Life is just a bloody mystery. Each day, you wake up, live life your own way, sleep, and just wait for the day you'd die.
Simple as that.
Life doesn't hold any meanings at all.
Zzz. Me and my DA DAO LI .
ow i wish someone would just , truly care. It's like, yea, there's people who care for me, i truly appreaciate that, but , WHEN YOU'RE CRYING, FRIENDS WOULD ASK YOU WHAT HAPPEN , GOOD FRIENDS WOULD ASK YOU IF YOU'RE ALRIGHT , BUT TRUE FRIENDS WOULD TELL YOU EVERYTHINGS' ALREADY SETTLED FOR YOU. Everyone's just friends, or good friends in 1A , till now there's just not a single person i can trust fully. It's like, nobody in the class even knows i have a crush. x]
Yes, that's how life is.





BEHIND THAT SMILE, IS TEARS YOU WOULD NEVER SEE ME CRY .


DON'T CRY BECAUSE IT'S OVER, SMILE BECAUSE IT HAPPENED.



WHEN THE LONELINESS GETS TOO OVERWHELMING, WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO ?


THERE'S ALWAYS A LITTLE TRUTH BEHIND EVERY 'JUSTKIDDING' , A LITTLE KNOWLEDGE BEHIND EVERY 'IDON'TKNOW' , A LITTLE EMOTION BEHIND EVERY 'IDON'TCARE' , AND A LITTLE PAIN BEHIND EVERY 'I'M OKAY' .


TRUE FRIENDS ARE THOSE WHO STAY BY YOUR SIDE EVEN IF THE WHOLE WORLD IS AGAINST YOU.



If the day might come when i no longer can continue putting up a strong front, when i no longer can pretend that everything's alright, if ever, the day might come and i fall, would anyone be willing to catch me?
Would anyone be below, ready to support me when i stumble, willing to let me hold onto him/her in the roughest moments of my life, would anyone even think of helping me get through this?
No, i doubt so. I'll have to learn to be independent, to stop depending on friends who might just leave anytime, to stop depending on parents were never there for me.
I have only myself to blame for this mess i landed myself into, and so i can only depend on myself to get through everything, safely. Though i'm not so sure of myself. I can only pray for the best.