BIGBANG: mad about you

10/6/10

Geniuses are born to be lucky , while I'm just merely lucky to be borned . How can I ever hold a candle to them . What I really need is just a true friend who is willing to stay by my side in times like this when I just wish to disappear from this world and never come back . Nobody understands . Nobody even tries to do so . Behind the smile is tears you will never see me cry .

A TRUE FRIEND:

Someone whom I can confide in , someone who knows my deepest secrets .
Someone who knows me inside out , sometimes even better than I know myself .
Someone who knows my most embarrassing moments , someone who can talk through the night with me .
Someone who can provide a shoulder for me to cry on , or just a listening ear for me .
Someone who telle me everything , someone who gets my back .
Someone who is willing to go to the end of the world for me , someone whom I can really trust .
I don't ask for all these , but I just wish for something .
That particular someone , has to really understand me .
True friends are hard to come by , so treasure the close ones by your side now .
Cos friendship takes a long time to build up , but with a word or two , it can be lost .

--I don't even understand myself , how the f**k do you expect me to understand you ?

--Sometimes even WE don't even understand ourselves , how do you expect everybody to understand you ?
--Please , have some dignity , stop acting like some random bitch .
--Seriously , people use their brains to think , not to act like the most idiotic person on earth .
--A kiss on the forehead - We're siblings .
A kiss on the hand - I respect you .
A kiss on the cheek - Good friends .
A kiss on the lips - What does it mean then ?

Just that particular self-centered person who thinks the whole world revolves around him . That person who never spares a thought for others , but expects the whole world to listen to him . That person who doesn't keeps his promise , that person who thinks too highly of himself . That person who doesn't even try to understand others , that person whom I hate .

Alright , I admit I'm jealous okay ? Jealous of the attention you give that person , jealous for always putting that person first . But so what if you do ? I can't control you anyway . And who am I to tell you what to do , I don't even stand a place in your heart ..

Move on with life , she's not everything . What happened in the past is all over now , forget the past and concentrate on the present . Look around you , and you'll realise that actually , there is someone waiting to be noticed , waiting to be given the chance to prove that she can also be everything you want .

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